I went to go see the Shakin' Babies tonight, and it was fun as always. I'm feeling very scared now, as I have a buzz from alcohol and I have an exam tomorrow. In fact, it's 3:30 and I have to get up at 8. The fact that I even went out and even drank at all is testament to the fact that I am FUCKING BORED! I'm tired, I'm overwhelmed by the pressing reality of having to work at some point, having to do my taxes, having to resolve my study abroad credits...shit, why am I even saying this piddling stuff? I sound very lame-o college 'oh, feel sorry for me because of my insignificant problems' whiney person. I am, in a way. I assure you, though, there are more pressing things on my mind as well.

Oh fuck it...I don't even know. I guess I shouldn't write stream of consciousness...or should I...the point is that it should come out all wrong...just like thoughts. I feel bored and exhausted - I'm ready for another adventure. I shouldn't a have spent that year in England, because every day there was something new - not that it was spectacular, just that it was new. I just have a taste for travel, and newness, and this staying here in Illinois is pretty tiring. I know that they say that every place is what you make of it, shit I've said it a lot, but I can't make much of anything these days. I swear there will be a happy post soon - when it stops raining and the weather goes up to at least 60.